Time Travel

portals in your eyes
take me to    soft fields   
where it smells
like after rain   
where it glows 
amber and you
blend right in
and      somehow     
are gone

mustering up the 
electricity to feel 
something
the calling
the cocoon 
the nothing at all
digging for an 
opportunity
not to search
but        find  
and then 
lose 

thinking about                      
washing
it all away?                    
 watching
it all away? 
float like my thoughts 
wrapped in 
a blanket of cloud    
making u-turns 
around stars                     
wishing
it all away

I flip a coin that lands
on heads
and drink
from your well