and turned them red just like her lips
i scrubbed for days
wearing
Raise your words, not voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder.
07 Apr 2016 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: cleaning, colors, daughter, dirt, dress, forgiveness, humans, maternal, mother, mud, personal, poem, poetry, red, relationships, rise, seasons, spring, summer, surrender, white
11 Jan 2016 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: blood, clean, daughter, death, digging, dirty, earth, fish, hands, heart, humans, life, love, mother, personal, poem, poetry, red, relationships
my hands are dirty
I’ve been
digging
hit bone, hit earth,
hit rock, hit bone
You are gone
deep in Earth’s
core,
away from the
center
of my heart
You are dead
my hands
are dirty
I’ve been
cleaning
up your
blood
from the rug
Red finger tips
like my mother’s
lipstick
I thought I was her
then there was
you
consuming me
like a
fresh
catch
I bit the bait
but never bled
04 Nov 2015 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: ancestors, blue, bones, burn, burning, chapbook, daughter, fire, heat, humans, indigo, life, maternal, mother, motherdaughter, olive, personal, photo, poem, poetry, pores, prose, relationships, sadness, skin, sky, sun, sunshine, sweat, veins
The sun burns my skin. It is hot, strong, and smells of fire. I cook, I bake, I let the rays from the sky shoot into my pores. I sweat. I burn, I tan. I am bronze, I am olive, the color of my grandmother, the color of my ancestors.
I look down at my blue veins, the same ones which run along my mother’s thin hands. The blood inside pumps, thick with vengeance, thick with the sadness that I try to escape from. I fail. It lies deep in my connective tissue. Indigo lines connect to my heart, connect me to her.
The sky is aquamarine, with cotton clouds that float effortlessly. I try to look up, but the sun blinds my eyes. As a kid, I tried to look at the sun for as long as I could stand. I was amazed by the fire, the light, the burn. The heat warmed my chilled bones.
Somewhere, Lil is looking up at the same sky and looking down at these same veins.
08 Jun 2015 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: 100wordgroup, childhood, daughter, grass, memoir, mother, motherdaughter, nature, personal, prose, relationship, summer, wine
My mother sits outside with our neighbor, drinking red wine, mingling with the starry sky. I run, barefoot and fast, into the night. She is at ease while we live in Sayreville. I’m not sure if it’s the wine or the sound of the cicadas. In the summer, my mother is free. As am I, being a child, playing with the earth.
Years later, we become shackled. Far apart, but stuck together with tree sap.
13 Oct 2014 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: 100wordgroup, daughter, hot, humans, ice, kitchen, melt, mother, personal, poem, poetry, power, red, snow, writing
Power
bottoms
into
14 Jan 2014 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: beauty, daughter, ears, first, mother, pain, personal, piercings, poetry
In an Action Writing Workshop, the first time Annie Lanzillotto had me write spiral-style, I didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t really understand what it meant to start from the outside of a scene, and make my way in, or vice versa. I just thought and ran with it. This is what I produced on that magical yellow swirl:
Julie holds my hand
“Pain is beauty,” the man says
The chair is cold
11 years old
“Pick which studs you like.”
White
Cotton ball beneath my ear
burning, yearning
redness
Prick
through my flesh
Where’s my mother?
She wouldn’t take me
It
hurts
The second needle
plunges
into
my
heart
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